When will this pain & sorrow go away?
Don't need anymore breaks, for it to resurface another day.
Just want these feelings to be gone, cease to exist.
It seems the more you grow, the more problems continue to persist.
His word says, He will not put more on you than you can bear.
Life kicks the worst when you're down... Is that really Fair?
Want to end it now... Please, just let it stop!
Wish it were as simple as a bad fit, that could be returned back to the shop.
God why... Why... Why let all this be?
I look to you in all, but are you really hearing me?
Have I strayed that far away, to not hear your voice?
I thought I was following Your path... Did I make the wrong choice?
Please show me the way, to end all this grief.
Why can't I get robbed for this, by some masked thief.
No need to put the gun to my head, i'll gladly give this up.
Run my pockets of all my pain... "Here you go, you got it... Yup!!!"
Why can't the pills, gun, rope, or sharp object remove my pain?
Then it becomes a bigger problem, parts to add to someone else's stain.
'No Way Out!!!' Don't want to run this lowly track.
Feel like I slept with the enemy, and couldn't get the monkey off my back.
Maybe it's the 'Inner Me' that's causing so much struggle.
The heart knows a place where misery, pain, & anguish can't be juggled.
Again, when will it all come to an end?
Keep pushing reset, but this life I can't start again.
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