My Promise

I promise to be... The best I can be.
I promise to follow His path... To let Him guide me.
I promise to be there for you... Cause that's just what you deserve.
I promise to ride the journey with you... Through every bend and curve.
I promise i'll be your bestfriend... I'll keep you close in my heart.
I promise a piece of me is missing... Whenever we're apart.
I promise to love and adore you... As the delicate flower you are.
I promise to bring us close... To what may seem so far.
I promise to make you my queen... And place you upon my throne.
I promise you are my rib... His favor from that bone.
I promise i'll be there waiting... When you come down in your white.
I promise I can't wait for the day... To truly call you my wife.

Completion

Thoughts of you
Bring a morning new
Waiting, ever for the day
To hear you, once again say
What can bring it all together
The hopes of all my desire and pleasure


The missing piece
Emptiness, only you can cease
To make everything of a new brand
Depths which only our love can span
Blessings that God has given
Of my life's journey driven


I yearn to again be whole
Bring peace again to my soul
The smile, that warms every part
Sadness, of us being apart
Whatever it takes to regain your affection
To bring this quest, to the point of...
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Change Gone Come...

Has change really come, when things still seem the same?
Has change really come, when we're still playing a game?
Has change really come, if so, someone please say.
Has change really come, can you help me find the way?
Has change really come, when the clouds hang dark & low?
Has change really come, the look on your face is full of sorrow.
Has change really come, our hearts are heavy from the pain.
Has change really come, when no one assumes the blame?
Has change really come, everything's different, but i'm still me.
Has change really come, did I miss it... Wait, someone call a "T".
Has change really come, i've yearned for things to be 'Brand New'.
Has change really come, or is this the feeling of being without you?

When will it all End???

When will this pain & sorrow go away?

Don't need anymore breaks, for it to resurface another day.

Just want these feelings to be gone, cease to exist.

It seems the more you grow, the more problems continue to persist.

His word says, He will not put more on you than you can bear.

Life kicks the worst when you're down... Is that really Fair?

Want to end it now... Please, just let it stop!

Wish it were as simple as a bad fit, that could be returned back to the shop.

God why... Why... Why let all this be?

I look to you in all, but are you really hearing me?

Have I strayed that far away, to not hear your voice?

I thought I was following Your path... Did I make the wrong choice?

Please show me the way, to end all this grief.

Why can't I get robbed for this, by some masked thief.

No need to put the gun to my head, i'll gladly give this up.

Run my pockets of all my pain... "Here you go, you got it... Yup!!!"

Why can't the pills, gun, rope, or sharp object remove my pain?

Then it becomes a bigger problem, parts to add to someone else's stain.

'No Way Out!!!' Don't want to run this lowly track.

Feel like I slept with the enemy, and couldn't get the monkey off my back.

Maybe it's the 'Inner Me' that's causing so much struggle.

The heart knows a place where misery, pain, & anguish can't be juggled.

Again, when will it all come to an end?

Keep pushing reset, but this life I can't start again.

Say No More!!!

Bullshit, I keep taking myself through.

Don't have to keep it real with me, but do you keep it funky with you.

Look in your mirror & see the darkness I see.

Don't trust my words, but I know the 'Powers that Be'.

When I turn to God, I try to leave my burdens at the door.

He knows my struggles, and just simply says, "Say No More".

I die daily, trying to walk closely in His path.

"The wages of sin is death..." Don't wanna feel that wrath.

No longer my problems to bear, no longer in the 'mix'.

Want to turn back & pull you out, but that 'salty' feeling I can't fix.

Once again I look to Him, but what for...

He already said to me, "Say No More".

Brush my shoulders off, as if it doesn't matter.

Stupid me!!! Already made it a prominent factor.

Now, only left to deal with 'Me, Myself & I'.

He told me what to do, but the flesh still wants to try.

Been shown the path... The root... The core...

All that's left is for me to... "Say No More"!!!

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How can I define the love that I feel for you?
I can start by saying that, my love is true.


My feelings, for you, are very strong.
I've wanted someone like you for so, so long.


I realize how much I love you, to a point I can't explain.
I'll do everything I can, to make you feel the same.


When I see you, I only want to kiss and hold you tight.
Hearing your voice, makes everything feel right.


Make love, I want to do.
I just want to be with you.


Heavenly Father, up above.
Guide my soul as I fall in love.


You have become the one, for which I care.
Through tears and sorrows, i'll help you bear.


Your body and soul, is so unique.
I'm so glad you're the one, i've come to meet.


I want you here with me...
To fulfill me everlasting destiny.